♥ Sunday, May 18, 2008
I suddenly have this urge to create this simple blog with no url link to my frens' blogs and tag board for people' comments. Here might be a good place for me to express my feelings and thoughts.
I finally know that in the eyes of my sis, I totally fail as a big sister. I admitted that I am a person who do not know how to express her thoughts and feelings well but what i do for her is for her own good. I tried hard and many ways to maintain good relationship with her but it is still ineffective. Maybe due to the age gap between us. Maybe I should stop doing all those stupid and childish actions. She never treat mi like her big sister before. Where got small sister shouted at her sister in the public place more than once when i never even scolded her in the public place before? I felt so stupid that I even bother to spend my one whole day to find a nice pair of shoes as her birthday prezzie when she don't even regards mi as her big sis. Waste my time and money. I don't mind that the past few years she never brought any birthday prezzies for mi but at least can she respect mi and treat me as a big sister. She is not the only one who need cares and concerns from people, I too need it.
Since she portrayed mi as a bad big sister and unable to appreciate the cares and concerns i showered her, I shall not be stupid enough to do that anymore. The unseen injuries you have inflicted on mi is more than what you can image. It really hurts.
Footprints left @ Sunday, May 18, 2008
